Jealous: Associativities and informations about the keyword jealous

Amount of texts to »jealous«	10, and there are 9 texts (90.00%) with a rating above the adjusted level (-3)
Average lenght of texts	157 Characters
Average Rating	1.000 points, 0 Not rated texts
First text	on Feb 11th 2002, 22:42:26 wrote BlackSoul about jealous
Latest text	on Jan 14th 2005, 21:08:09 wrote Ivona about jealous
Some texts that have not been rated at all (overall: 0)

Texts to »Jealous«

toxxxique wrote on Feb 10th 2004, 10:51:16 about

I used to think
I would never be
jealous.
Now I am.

It's a nasty feeling.
It feels like a leech stuck in my neck,
greedily sucking out all happiness.
But it's not a leech –
it's a part of me.

I'm disgusted with myself.

I don't want to be possessive,
but I am.
I don't want to get furious,
but I do.
I feel like a rabid animal,
sulfureous,
about to spit fire.

I'm afraid I might hurt him –
not with fire, but with words.
I might want to hurt him first,
before I get hurt myself.

Breaking up
suddenly sounds
like a good thing.
Why should I wait for
him to discard me?

I'm making myself sick
with paranoia.
I feel like a loser
who has lost her mind.

I used to think jealousy is
a symptom
of a low self-esteem.
Only weak people have it.
Is love making me weak?
There is this expression
»to have a weakness for somebody« –
is that what it means?

I'm ashamed of being jealous.
But I can't help it.

I cried all night.

BlackSoul wrote on Feb 11th 2002, 22:42:26 about

loon wrote on Apr 3rd 2002, 13:35:00 about

imagineer wrote on Feb 25th 2003, 21:57:46 about

I dislike jealous though I am myself jealous sometimes esp. from handsome men and my gf loves him too. *growls*

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